Bollywood actor Irrfan Khan had told a few months ago that he had neuroendocrine cancer. With this news of Irfan Khan, a wave of sadness had risen in his fans. Irfan gave information about his illness several times on his Twitter handle and his wife also tweeted. He appealed to pray for Irfan’s health. Irfan Khan is currently undergoing treatment for his illness in London. Irfan Khan’s letter was printed by The Times of India. Irfan Khan has given information about his illness and how he feels in London.
Yes, he specially wrote this note from London and left us all the more worried.
“I had been in a different game, I was travelling on a speedy train ride, had dreams, plans, aspirations, goals, was fully engaged in them. And suddenly someone taps on my shoulder and I turn to see. It’s the TC: “Your destination is about to come. Please get down.” I am confused: “No, no. My destination hasn’t come.” “No, this is it. This is how it is sometimes. The suddenness made me realise how you are just a cork floating in the ocean with UNPREDICTABLE currents! And you are desperately trying to control it. In this chaos, shocked, afraid and in panic, while on one of the terrifying hospital visits, I blabber to my son, “The only thing I expect from ME is not to face this crisis in this present state. I desperately need my feet. Fear and panic should not overrule me and make me miserable,” he added, “That was my INTENTION. AND THEN PAIN HIT. As if all this while, you were just getting to know pain, and now you know his nature and his intensity. Nothing was working; NO consolation, no motivation. The entire cosmos becomes one at that moment – just PAIN, and pain felt more enormous than GOD. This realisation made me submit, surrender and trust, irrespective of the outcome, irrespective of where this takes me, eight months from now, or four months from now, or two years. The concerns took a back seat and started to fade and kind of went out of my mindspace. For the first time, I felt what ‘freedom’ truly means. It felt like an accomplishment. As if I was tasting life for the first time, the magical side of it. My confidence in the intelligence of the cosmos became absolute. I feel as if it has entered every cell of mine. Time will tell if it stays, but that is how I feel as of now”
‘As if I was tasting life for the first time, the magical side of it.’ https://t.co/GX0CqfjSVX
— Irrfan (@irrfank) June 19, 2018